... WAITING ...



I have a big question mark in my head for the past 2.5 years.

I have it always...

Sometimes it appears in my dreams

Not only once... but several times..

Yes, it's quiet annoying, but I can't do anything about it...



I don't have the guts to bring the question up to this real world

I let it stays in my mind, in my brain, and in my heart

Let it just be a question for myself...

until it becomes a big mistery in my life...



Three days ago...

I decided to bring the question up to this unpredictable world

Let it be born

In the middle of spring time...



I feel relieved

I feel free

... from the heavy confrontation that has been struggling in my mind

Now I don't care..

I'm just gonna wait...

Wait for what is gonna come next



Another questions appear

What does the implication of my action?

How can I know that everything is going to be better?

What if it's just gonna make everything worst?

...



Well.. I don't know...

What I know for sure is...

.. that I feel relieved ...



Now, every morning I wake up

and wonder...

would I get the answer today?

... or ...

perhaps... NEVER ?



...I have no clue...